I couldn't keep up with time. I still struggle now. I know what has to be down yet I still hesistate. Being honest with your struggles is tiresome, showing people what lies beneath. Repeating conversations, creating loops around problems that should've been resolved a long time past. Are these disfunctions immortal? Or is it simple growing pains? I repeat problems, I bring frustration, I bring self destruction. These are bare truths, but not permanant tennants.